"No" i whispered into the dark "please just stay with me, stay even for just another day. I promise tomorrow will be better, tomorrow it'll all be okay." I rolled onto my side and curled up on the cold lonely bed. I stared out the window and old thoughts again started racing through my head. The sky is utterly black. There was no moon tonight, neither were there stars to shed some light on the tracks. "It's too dark outside, it's best you stay for another night..." I waited for a reply, but all I got is a heavy sigh. Tears started trickling down my cheeks as I shut my eyes, shut my fears.

Sometime later, the heavy drops of merciless silver rain woke me up. It's so much colder than usual but still not as cold as the insides of me... "Are you still here?" ....no reply, not even a sigh, not even the faintest sound. My heart started to beat faster and my head started to spin. I tried to breathe deeply, tried to pull myself together. I stood up, the ground beneath my feet were like ice that pulls me in place. I struggled to walk towards, left, right. right, left... I was walking in circles, unsure where to go, all my efforts fell short. "Where are you?..." No trail to follow, no familiar voice, no light to guide me.. "Fuck!" my body slammed against the cold wall. I stared up instinctively and pulled the chain light switch I was sure it was just hanging inches above my head.

"There you are.. " I started to reach toward ".. I thought you left." I fell to the ground, broke down and cried. I stared up and saw that she sat down infront of me and has been weeping too. "Please don't leave me, you're the only one I have left. I promise I'll be better just please don't leave me for dead." I stared into her broken eyes as she stared into mine, I've always felt safe in her eyes.. wait, I take that back. Some days it's the other way around. But she's all I have... she's the only one who stayed here with me. I reached out towards her again, and she did too. My eyes caught the scars trailing from her wrists to her arms. I looked at her and smiled a soft smile, I think she saw my scars too. Our fingertips are touching, or so I thought our skins are both numb from the cold. I flashed a smile again and looked deep into her eyes and I think she understands, it seems that she's here to stay one more day "I promise tomorrow will be better, tomorrow it'll all be okay."